Sep 1, 2010

The dilemma between the service and the test

My responsibility now is to prepare my GRE test well and perfect, because it is the only way I can fulfill my dream in my life's plan. It's a hard work, if you really want to get the high grade. In fact, I want to give up some many times when I was disappointed and discouraged. I am not an genuine in this subject, not like my Alicia. Therefore, I wish I can spend more and more time on it as much as I could.

However, I also have my consecration to the Lord: my life belongs to Him, not myself. The need in the church is always great after you got the vision of the real church. The more you give yourself to the saints, the more burdens you will receive from the Lord. There won't be an end until our bridegroom come in that day.

I know that there won't be any answer to this dilemma, maybe only He knows but He is not willingly to tell me…

So what? Press on!

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